I need a girl!?

i am completely in love with my gf, but she has moved away and i wont see her till the summer, and not regularly for abt 2yrs (but im not breakin up cos i lv her too much).... i thought i had made good girl friends this year, but recently they have let me down really badly, (they abandoned me on my 19th birthday to see other friends, literally as we were walkin out the door to go out and celebrate- and now i dont even wanna look at them cos i feel so let down) and now im feelin alone and depressed. im quite a shy guy and i find it hard to talk to girls (other than my gf of course) but i really need someone 2 talk 2 - how can a shy guy like me talk 2 girls without them thinkin im just flirtin awkwardly? i just need a girl to talk to more than anythin.....